There always a urge 4 me 2 change.....
But i dont noe how 2 change.... I dont noe how 2 become someone that can please others, someone who can help instead of making more trouble 4 others.
Whenever ther is a question i noe, no one ask me.... But they ask me things that i myself is not clear n cant give them a answer that they r happy with.....
I am actually a simple person who wants 2 please everyone around me, but 2 my dismay..... I always failed.....
Never seem 2 be part of any action, never invited 2 do ANYTHING!!!! (no choice.... my parents occupy me with things.....)
I WANNA CHANGE!!!! But i dont noe how.... I really want 2 make everyone happy @ wat i dont n how i do it, therefore i always want 2 learn everything n anything..... so that i can be useful in anyway n everyway possible.
But by accomplishing 2 many thing, i fail 2 succeed in any.....
我成事不足，败事有余。 天天都帮倒忙，对人是祸不是福。
Hope that i really can change 2 help others n also help myself.....
I really just wanna blend in.....
Wishing to see the end of every rainbow.....
2dae i feel like writing in 话语 as i find that my chinese has began 2 slip by.....
ok 2dae i found out that i was actually not FIT!!!!! As 2dae PE we had training 4 our NAFA test, n my score was not up 2 standard =.=
So from now on, i will hav 2 train my body more often than usual so as 2 be very ready 4 de NAFA test n hope 2 substain my silver award.....
Well so fast 1 week of sch is abt 2 end..... i hav 2 work hard during de weekends 2 improve my standards.....
Ah i nearly forgt.... (training my chinese)
昨天我的学校吩咐我们做我们的ez-link卡，woah 需要有一天的时间来做好那张卡.....
做好了那张卡以后,我们自己觉得以前的卡的样子会比现在的卡好看多了.....
de new ez-link card looks very weird, as de background is de pic of a SBS bus with some other colours which makes it looks weirder n de worst of all, de card expires on de.....31.....of.....December.....2009!!!!!
Useage of de card is sooooo short.....
NVM, nothing can change it, n i DONT WANT 2 CHANGE IT ALSO!!!!!
VERY TROUBLESOME!!!!
ICANTBELEIVEIT!!!!!TODAEMADEALOTOFMISTAKESANDITHINKTHATIMAYFAILMYMATHSPAPER!!!
ummm.....sry i speak 2 fast just now.....cant help it but now im feeling quite STRESSED!!!
Well cause it was all my fault.... i didnt start de dae right.... so my dae became wrong.....
My old mistakes came back 2dae Y.Y however, i hope it will never happen EVER AGAIN .....
Guess i hav stressed 2 much 2dae..... Fuuuuu, OK now Relax!!!!
Done..... gt nothing much 2 write abt 2dae...... Ah yes, now i remembered that i actually learnt alot from my friends 2dae.....
Physics lesson learnt alot from de presentations done by my friends on the appliances on heating elements, filament bulb n the dangers of electricity.
Also learnt some wushu moves after class.... well i hope that i can swing de weapons like them... *v*
THANK YOU
for being my 1 dae teacher!!!! Im very grateful... ^v^
Hoping for a better tomorrow.....
Every year....i countdown 2 de this date....it is de dae that i will never forget....
Every year on this dae i would try 2 be different than usual...change a little....open up a bit....maybe ppl will c de change....
Well it REALLY WORKS!!! But not much ppl notice de change in me..... n only well 6 ppl wish me happy b'dae 2 me.....
That is n improvement from last year wher i tell others abt my b'dae....while this year 3 ppl remembered....while de other 2 r told by me.... n 1 found out on his own.....
Well this year my way of release was 2 smile more....n laugh more than usual..... during chinese period....i laugh de most 4 not much of a reason....more of releasing wat i hav being holding in me 4 de pass 1 year.....
Well im 16 now....yay!!! Im 1 year older n will hav more things 2 think abt....
N most importantly...this year im having o levels....n de best present that i can give myself next year is 2 score well n gt into a gd JC....
Wondering wat de chers r up 2 2dae.....most of my chers 2dae wasnt in sch.....that was special......
2dae had only both sciences....gt no extra lesson after sch....well so de whole dae was just RELAXING!!!!.... yay!! But i should also feel sad T.T as learnt nothing 2dae (that was the whole point of relaxing)
Phew!...Finally gt home.....well de place was damn crowded lor......
N i hav went during de members' time frame n we got 2 queue from de cashier n make a Uturn all around de whole place.....n de queue was SO LONG!!!!
But de queueing time wasnt long as ther was 21 counters.....
I gtta imagine how long would de queue be during de rest of de time slot....especially 4 de public.....
I guess it would be SUPER LONG!!!!
I went ther 2gether with my mother 2 de fair 2 buy notepads....as it is cheaper than de sch's....lol cant help it...this year hav 2 save money therefore find cheaper source.....
My mother main motive was aiming @ de cooking bks...which was cheaper than usual...(the items there are discounted price)
On my way ther....i saw some frends who was also heading 4 de Expo..... Well i didnt hav much time 2 slow down n talk 2 them....therefore,im not sure wher they r heading....
Well 2dae started off on de right foot, but ended on de wrong 1.
2dae was a smooth dae 4 me, gt 2 sch....fairly early n explore de sch further than before....
Went 4 de course on time....understood plenty.....mostly in words.....learnt a way 2 remember stuffs....(jolly good for usage)
During lunch went 2 85 market....sat ther 2 eat....understood communication a little better with friends....but lost touch with something else.... as life is always a gain n a lost....
Not so much entertainments....mostly facts n pts.... take longer 2 interpret n understand.....
Well i hav 1 more thing 2 say.....HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIANG YING N SYAFIQ!!!
Well 2dae stayed back 4 a Bdae bash 4 de both of them....interesting sight.....became a cameraman....took down de entire game....saw them had fun.....enjoy it all....^^
Loved de activities 2dae.... gotta brush up my work nw....2mr still hav elearning gotta finish them quickly.... >.<
Hope can chat online 2mr....
Waiting for the perfect day to arrive.....
PARENT/ GARDIANS IS ADVISED TO KEEP THEIR CHILDEN SITED AS WHATEVER SIMILAR EVENTS HAPPENED BEFORE WAS TOLD IN THE BLOG TODAY WAS DUE TO PURE LUCK...ANY PEOPLE INVOLED DONT FEEL SAD AS I DIDNT AIM ANYONE ^_^
Well 2dae started quite (fun 4 others) miserable T_T
Sited @ my usual place.... instead i was packed in between my 2 "best friends" whom r "special" in my class.....
Yesterday was only 1.... 2dae was 2!!!! That was IMPRESSIVE!!!! The 1st game we play shld be fun...but de place i sit was damn hard 2 make it FUN... n de word changed into FUNNED....=_= (should hav but dont have)
That place was DAMN HARD 2 CONCENTRATE!!! As 1 talk on de left....another talk on de right.... as i was trying 2 listen 2 de couch teaching.....
MY OPINION: If u want me 2 listen 2 u talking abt ur feeling of de lesson, jokes that r not funny, n criticisms of watever, wait until after class n tell me.....or even better, SPAM IT AT UR OWN BLOG!!!! Like wat I'm doing now.....
*blow air* finally feeling better....ok now back 2 my review 4 2dae....
2dae i hav learnt that I'm a S/C (the previous time was a C/S) higher 1 on de left....which doesnt change much....n I'm still a both-minded, but I know something more abt myself 2dae....that I learn better with audio as compared 2 visual n kinesthetic.
Well 2dae was an increase in laughter as de jokes gt crazier.....n 2dae we ended EARLIER!!!! WOOH!!! Can go hm earlier....enjoyed de whole 2daes until everytime when we r suppose 2 go hm, i no energy....lol
ok guess I'll end off now as power failing me.....shutting down v______v
Gaining experience everyday......
Woooh....I FEEL GD!!....I NOE THAT I WOULD..... >_=
The course was interesting.... able 2 get my attention..... tell u wat.....de couch was damn funny......HAHAHA!!!!! Tell alot of jokes that tickles my sense of humor....HAHAHA...get it? No? I guess I fail in telling jokes >.<
While laughing, i hav learn quite alot in de course.....
There r 2 types of success....which r purely success and enduring success.... Enduring success is better as we r able 2 get our fruit of our labour @ de end of de process, while success is enjoy now n pay de price l8tr...
1. I learnt that ther r many things that r keeping us away from success....
2. Fear is de number 1 killer (I mean really as its ALL IN THE MIND!)
3. We hav 2 accept it... (since it is who we are)
4. Feel good abt being just me! (that actually works!)
Focusing is another gd way that leads 2 success.... its all in de mind...h>.<h
Effective time management also helps in relieving STRESS!!! It is a great way 2 prevent stress from pressurizing me....^^
Hoping it will be a nice day tomorrow.....
Wat a boring dae it is...... i gt nothing 2 do 4 de whole dae.....therefore, i woke up late 2dae....slpt longer =_<
gt nothing much but bks n games 4 me choose..... whole dae 2 myself without any programme....>.<
Cant help it...both parents working cant go out myself....as ther is nothing that i want 2 look @....
Studied some chinese...with musics.....interesting way 2 learn...haha!!! JKJK!!! gt nothing much 2 said 2 dae....
Just that i just came back not long from de inter.....went ther with my father 2 look 4 wallet....do some windows shopping.....gt 2 sheng shiong 2 topup de 'warehouse' 4 future needs....
2dae is not sooo interesting...>.< therefore 2dae's blog entry is short.... well i hav 1 more dae 2 a 3 daes course...last 4 10hrs each dae...long enough 4 me.... I wonder will de course be interesting.....or damned down 2 earth...??? that no one will noe until THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW!!!
Anticipating everyday and hope none is the same....
Woah!!! SO MANY PPL!!!! I went 2 de IT Fair on de 1st dae only....still so many ppl n so crowded....><
Hav 2 squeeze 2 get around....n de salespeople all around r advertising their products...ESPECIALLY de Nokia latest mobile phone....which was de ability 2 download free songs online....that is very appealing ^^
My aim of going ther was not 2 c ppl or on com...but is 2 upgrade myself on de latest IT products on de market...
Great news 4 those who likes playing on de coms!!!!
Interesting models this year...ther is even a computer modified specially 4 GAMING ONLY!!! wow...that is specialize!!!
N ther is new models 4 de desktops by de different computer companies...n those r de upgraded versions... better improvements n qualities.....
Ther i saw many ppl buying electronics r mostly buying either a LCD/Plasma flat screens or laser printers. Every year is de same things that r out on de 1st dae..... well if u want 2 noe more, ther is still 2 more daes 4 de fair....so get a move on it!!! >.^v
It will be a boring day tomorrow.....
Well 2dae was a very eventful dae....gt PE wher we attended de last lesson on cricket >.<
I was fun 2 play it 4 de last time....entertaining 2 noe that de class is soooo into learning^^ as 2dae i went 2 sch l8tr than normal...>< gt ther abt 0643 then i open de door......sry abt that.....>.<
I received great luck 2dae...as gt 2 sch still could finish wat hav 2 be done 2dae... but i still cant blend in well with others.....that is sad...T.T
Nvm, 2dae Amaths should hav test....BUT it was cancelled......no postponed 2 2mr....>.< (1 more dae of sufferings)
Well 2dae was fun as i gt a chance 2 sit car again!!!!^^
interesting 2 c auto cars....as i was used 2 gear cars.....1st time sat a station-wagon was TRILLING!!!!
Ok done talking abt 2dae...:)
Nw lets talk abt 2mr...^_^
2mr i will hav a very busy dae....so 2dae hav 2 rest early 2 recharge so 2mr hav enough energy.....I will be preoccupied untill..........around.......1600?? I nt sure hav 2 c. So 2mr after lesson ended i will be seen rushing off 2 somewher else. If u want 2 noe....(ask me/read abt it 2mr. I'm sure 2 write) cant tell now or will hav 2 shorten 2mr's blog... >.^v
Hoping that tomorrow will never end....
2dae was a long n tiring dae >.<
Many things 2 do....lots 2 think....even more 2 caculate =.=
2dae common test was suppose 2 be EASY!!! As all the words that i have read came out....^^
1st page....woah!!! EASY!!!! Can do.....following pages....ooohhh noooo!!!! Difficulty in answering >.<
The only part that can help me was the MCQs, i hope that REALLY can help me.. +.+ PASS THE TEST!!!!
Well 2dae emaths lesson was......ok #.#
Learnt mutiplication of vectors....gt hmwk >.<
Chinese did compo....o yes nw i remember gotta hand in 2mr....>.< gtta chiong l8tr.... [-]n[-]
Physic didnt had lesson....gt a lecture..which was educational.....gt back physic test...i passed!!!phew...that was lucky after hearing our msg was 7.09.....T.T
Now gtta go do work....n some researchhhhh....haiz busy with work again >.<
Always looking at a better tomorrow......
While listening 2 de radio on some classic music....i recall on wat happended 2dae...........
2dae than i finally understands that human relationship is very brittle.Easily shattered. Hard 2 maintain.
I had a rough morning, had a tiffed with mom....then 'cold war' (hoping it wont last), next in line was in sch.....very peaceful....if i dont open my mouth correctly....as it has the ablility 2 cause more harm than gd..
Great learning 2dae on Amaths, chem, chinese...
Chem did experiment....fun 2 see different metals being displaced....enjoy working 2gether 2 complete de experiment....
First time i went through chinese while listening attentively....that was amasing....i should do that more often....chinese sure improve!
Enjoyed the day.....loved it...hope 2 better understand chem....so daes can pass easiler 4 me!...>.^v
Gota go chiong eng nw or 2mr wil not hav a easy time...cya^^v
2mr will be a tiring day...加油!
Well, 2dae i dont noe how 2 start....ok lets start from: Yay! 2dae gt back my social studies result.. i am delighted with my results... scored gd enough...acceptable is wat i say..
Nothing much interest happened, just that i starting 2 find that i talk 2 much sometimes..and often talk something uninteresting 2 others....maybe i should change...maybe i should start listening.....let others do the talking....
So now i will try 2 do more higher order thinking n less unimportant talks....that is not interesting 2 others....
2dae was a long dae.... nearly slept..>< thank god didnt....or i wont hav the knowledge of wat is taught in class....
A few more daes 2 look 4ward 2...i really think that i need a break....too bad this year cant hav breaks...><....i hope i can keep my spirit high enough 2 motivate myself 2 go 2 the end.....
Learn from the past, adapt for the future.
Sorry for the late report on 2dae's event...
2dae is the sports day 4 my sch =.= .....ok it was quite boring as i am not running n alot of my frends r running...great that so of them won but it was not interesting in the cheers 4 my house...><
I was impressed 2dae that in the 4x100m inter-CCA event badminton won 3rd...^^ that was damn lucky as badminton won wushu by just a few seconds....no a few miniseconds.
It poured @ around 8-9am wher the sports day was halfway through, it was great that the whole sports day ended smoothly...and i still cant believe that ruby house won this year again....n they r keeping the trophy....+_+ Unbelieveable! Well their efforts were gd enough....maybe that was the key to their success.
The teacher running event was fun 2 watch...as i am able 2 see different teacher running 4 their houses.....and that event.....ruby won....well that was impressive as most of the teachers run well.. and that ended my report >.^v
Winning is important, but sportmanship is a higher level of importance..
Nothing special happened 2dae. ok lets start with emaths, gt hmwk on ex 4.1, taught until 'operations on vectors' >.^v
PE was fun, except 2dae my aiming failed very badly >.<
Accidentally aimed people when hitting de ball or recovering de ball....><
2 bad 2dae assistant chairman didnt come, hope he is feeling better ;)
n will be able 2 come sch 2mr..... so he wont miss physic test >.^v (greatest improvement n 1st gt prize)
Geo cher taught on food, done some qn on wkbk... Eng do some vocabs..... 2dae was nothing, 2mr is wher all de fun begins...hahaha! *u* lol i was just joking ^.^
hoping that 2mr will always be better than 2dae >.^v
moon gazing........... stars watching.........
studying...........learning the ways of life..........
FINALLY! de common test of this week is over. Yay! ^^
Actually, i should be looking 4ward 2 de weekend, however, not this week >.<
As this week gt sports day, wa lame lah! gt 2 stay @ bedok stadium for 4hrs......HELP! It would be sooo boring!!!!
Well 我只好做一天和尚，敲一天钟. Do my best in 1 way or another.
2dae cant help it....kept...falling......a...sleep.....v.v
very tired....class is too exhausting......... =.='''
woah nw im still having a heavyhead [-]_[-]
2mr gt PE.! interesting.....should be running alot 2mr.....
2dae gt alot of...... because my brain nt thinking very well as nt sleeping well this few daes..... sry 2 those who came early while de door nt open ...=/ ....>.<
LOW BATTERIES..... GOING INTO HIBERNATION........TURNING OFF.......
hoping every tomorrow is a better today ^.^v
2dae can say is 1 of de most extraordinary day!
As it was both lucky n unlucky >.<
The lucky part was that 2dae's physic SPA i hav enough time, n that luckily i double checked otherwise, my graph would hav minus marks already +_+
But de unlucky part was that i woke up late, when 2 sch late, open de door late, n cause my frends 2 wait outside :/
Well, 2dae didnt hav chem extra programme, which hav 2 effects.
1) Happy, no need 2 stay back in sch sooo long ^_^
2) Unsure, lack of 1 chem lesson 2 learn O.O
Well my chem sucks >.< n i hav failed another test T.T due 2 de lack of "in detailed explainations" that was wat i was bad @ ><
N so 2 end this blog 2dae, 1 more week 2 a "holiday" break. Hooray!
