There always a urge 4 me 2 change.....
But i dont noe how 2 change.... I dont noe how 2 become someone that can please others, someone who can help instead of making more trouble 4 others.
Whenever ther is a question i noe, no one ask me.... But they ask me things that i myself is not clear n cant give them a answer that they r happy with.....
I am actually a simple person who wants 2 please everyone around me, but 2 my dismay..... I always failed.....
Never seem 2 be part of any action, never invited 2 do ANYTHING!!!! (no choice.... my parents occupy me with things.....)
I WANNA CHANGE!!!! But i dont noe how.... I really want 2 make everyone happy @ wat i dont n how i do it, therefore i always want 2 learn everything n anything..... so that i can be useful in anyway n everyway possible.
But by accomplishing 2 many thing, i fail 2 succeed in any.....
我成事不足，败事有余。 天天都帮倒忙，对人是祸不是福。
Hope that i really can change 2 help others n also help myself.....
I really just wanna blend in.....
Wishing to see the end of every rainbow.....
